Monday, March 5, 2012
Nerves
Its really super close to my due date I have 6 days! All the nerves of the new unknown are starting to set in. Madison has been really acting out lately and I don't know if that is because of all the changes getting ready to take place or just part of the terrible twos. I am really hoping that she will do well with this new baby around. I am getting a little nervous about the act of giving birth again. I know its not that bad but the anticipation of it is getting to me. I am definitely feeling done being pregnant. My body aches all the time my ribs constantly hurt because this child likes to wedge his little feet against them like a little foot rest. Well everyone pray for me that I can cope well with all the changes and adjustments about to take place and that Madi can as well. Other then that I am doing great. I am officially on maternity leave, all the baby stuff is ready, my hospital bags are packed and Madi's bag to stay at Grandma Brown's is packed. All that is left to do is a little house cleaning which I plan to get done tomorrow before my doctor appointment in the afternoon. Hopefully I will have made some progress. A week ago I was dilated to 2cm and 75% effaced.
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So sorry Jeni!! I hope you can find some peace and comfort! It's probably a combination for Madi - 2s and all the changes!! I'm doing hypnobirthing this time around and the idea is really filling your mind with positive, encouraging affirmations about birth. Maybe reading some of them will help put your mind at ease? You can google "positive birth affirmations" to find your own. I found this site just now http://birthbuddy.wordpress.com/resources/affirmations/, just beware the pictures are kind of weird and there is one of a naked mom. Sending love your way!!
ReplyDeleteI'm not on Facebook, but I did hear from Rebecca Jones that you had your sweet baby boy!! I'm glad it all went well and that you didn't have to be overdue! Can't wait to hear more about it!
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